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Name: pam
Birthday: 3/22/1987
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Monday, February 08, 2010

 





 
"When I look in your eyes, I see the wisdom of the world in your eyes
I see the sadness of a thousand goodbyes
When I look in your eyes

And it is no surprise, to see the softness of the moon in your eyes
The gentle sparkle of the stars in your eyes
When I look in your eyes

In your eyes, I see the deepness of the sea
I see the deepness of the love
The love I feel you feel for me

Autumn comes, summer dies
I see the passing of the years in your eyes
And when we part there will be no tears no goodbyes
I'll just look into your eyes

Those eyes, so wise
So warm, so real
How I love the world, your eyes reveal"













Sunday, February 07, 2010

       

i collect pictures of couples.
     

some are friends; some are people i know; some are total strangers
     
it's just heart-warming to see people happy together     
beautiful smiles, funny faces, affectionate kisses, passionate embraces.. all frozen in time.     

whether they fight or split up after the photo was taken, it isn't my concern     
 as an outsider, i would never know how much exactly it hurts.     

it's like taking the good without the bad.     
i can look at their sweetest moment     
and make it last forever.    

     









Wednesday, February 03, 2010














Tuesday, February 02, 2010

       





























Life is on autopilot these days.

Things get done and I don't have to think about it very much.
Awake or asleep, my state of mind is the same. Reality seems remote; dream feels immediate,
so in the end, everything cancels out.

My mind is restless.
Now I hardly sleep and my day stretches into night, and vice versa.
When I finally wear out and sleep, the dreams are so vivid that I feel wide awake.
Suddenly there is so much extra time and energy to hand. I spend hours drawing and trying to write.
The good news is that my level of concentration has never been this high after the concussion two years ago.
The bad news is that.... I still miss you.

I saw a quote from John Green's Looking for Alaska. I can relate.
If people were rain, you would be hurricane that swept me away to an unknown place.
Everything ended before it started, but it's okay.

I'm glad that you're doing well.
I'm content to know that you're there as I observe people movement.
That way I feel close to you,
and watch over you
from a safe distance.











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